Tuesday, May 4, 2010

overwhelmed by hatred

lately i have a temper. him and i lay on my bed, fingers entwined, and i pillow-whispered, "i'm sorry". i grow more and more like my dad each year. maybe worse, maybe, because my hot-flash temper is backed up with vocubulary.

i made this list:
1. i am suffering from intense creative jealousy - jealousy is such a wasted emotion.
2. i am pining after summer and long wasted days.
3. i need change - i am comfortable with change.
4. i want love and nothing less.
5. i have the urge to run. again - it's what i do.
6. i need clarity - guardian angel, muse, inspiration, something, where art thou?

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