Monday, July 14, 2008

i believe this is the strangest thunder i have ever heard.

I'm trying to be smart. I'm trying to be patient and not repeat mistakes. Don't think so much. I’m trying not to stress. Less anxiety. Read things once and then not again. They probably thought what you first thought anyway. Don't think so much.

I am finally over it. It took a few weeks, but I made it. I’m back in my little independent zen bubble where typical frustrations don’t phase me.

Its only when other people get near my bubble that vexation enters my little realm of calm. Now I have greater understanding & knowledge that I do not want to let myself forget.

- Don't expect the same virtues/attributes from others that you would from yourself. A person's word is worthless until they prove themselves. Likewise don't trust anyone until you have witnessed firsthand behaviours which show the person is trustworthy.

- Keep your secrets close; a friend you confess to today may not be your friend tomorrow. Unspoken secrets tend to remain that way.
When in doubt keep your mouth shut. Too much damage can be done blabbing away trying to fix a situation. If you must say something, remember to breathe as it gives you pause for thought. Everyone is just as socially paranoid as the next person. Everyone has insecurities don't think you are alone and as such don't let peoples judgments colour your perception of self.



I've had my say, ive sent karmic kernels hurtling out into the great big fish bowl of the unknown & gotten no response, i'm done now.

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