i am just as innocent as i look

no, really.

addict

coca-cola how i enjoy you WAY too much

how strange it is to be anything at all

"you can be anywhere when your life begins, when the future opens up in front of you. and you may not even realize it at first, but its already happening.."



i find it extremely interesting how love and hate cling to each other like bed partners, consuming each other with passion, attempting to literally fuck your brains away with their sheer lust. they grip and fondle and sway together in rhythm, never equal, never static. first one rises then the other subdues. a frenzied mind fuck.

i rather enjoy being 21

back to blogging

This blog is pretty much dead, content-wise.

I could never really stick to one thing for too long. Change is more interesting than constants, anyway.

Silly melodrama aside, I am the happiest I can remember being.

HEART & HUNGER

so much for endings. beginnings are always more fun. true connoisseurs, however, are known to favor the stretch in between, since it's the hardest to do anything with.
that's about all that can be said for plots, which anyway are just one thing after another, a what and a what and a what.

now try how and why.

take two

lisa it's your birthday, happy birthday lisa

pony?

disheveled

friday, the day i was learning how to fly.
i guess this photo sums up my night.

come on amy winehouse, we're going home

things i would like to make clear:
1. whoever scored my really expensive blazer at fashion on friday, you're a jerk and i hate you.
2. same goes for my lipgloss.
3. how did i get pink in my hair?
4. were there party poppers involved?
5. who's aerobics jumper did i have on and does anyone have evidence of this?
6. cheap vodka and jager impairs the memory.
7. rhiana needs to fuck off. period.

i miss

wicked

sneaky photo i managed to take.

happy 22nd darling karli

ragin'

where thrills are cheap and love is divine.

you are always getting ready to live but never living.

"what everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness"




gratefulness is the key to a happy life, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy because we will always want to have something else or something more.

will you die happy?

three passions have governed my life:

the longings for love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind.

love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. in the union of love i have seen in a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. with equal passion i have sought knowledge. i have wished to understand the hearts of others. i have wished to know why the stars shine.

love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, but always pity brought me back to earth; cries of pain reverberated in my heart of children in famine, of victims tortured and of old people left helpless. i long to alleviate the evil, but i cannot, and i too suffer. i will keep trying.

this has been my life; i find it worth living.

sometimes words are just enough

take it while it comes because it don't last long
hesitate and the moments gone
run in the rain and howl at the moon
fall in love way too soon
take my hand as the music starts
and we'll dance to the beat of your heart

i know you stumble down that road
trembling from the cold
but this heart, this love can save you
it can save you

i.will.dance.to.the.beat.of.your.heart.

over the knee socks

im glad i've found a friend in the same suburb. im blessed

rumours

thankyou stranger for your therapeutic smile





i'm feeling very unsure of myself today. i'm afraid of how my intentions will be perceived. i will force myself to step back and detach because i can no longer wrap myself in this situation. the last week has been tinted with a sheen of concern thats weighed heavily on my soul.

.....and i guess thats why the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

when you google my name

another wasted night

our noses aren't actually this big in real life

thursday nights.